Backspace

I have sat staring at this page sooooo often...just staring.  I know exactly what I want to put down, exactly what I want to type.  I will type a few sentences....and the words will just effortless flow from my mind to my fingertips.  Then, I'll stop....re-read the sentences I have written so far...and hit the backspace key until they are all gone.  What I want to put down are my feelings....my thoughts, and although there have been times when I've been able to put some down, post them and leave them behind on my blog.....there are other thoughts that I just cannot seem to put down....am unable to allow out of the privacy of my mind...and my heart.  I want to put them down on here...really I do, but just can't do it. I go through this ritual most everyday....open up a blank page....start to type...stop, then delete.  I will keep attempting to get these thoughts out....perhaps tomorrow, yes maybe tomorrow.