Well here I am again.....yea for me. I noticed my last post was this same time last year, almost to the day. I have found summer is a crappy time of year for me, always has been. This time of year has become a time of dread and anxiety.
Since the meter has started...let's begin my session. I was recently blindsided...well actually blindsided twice. The first truck that hit me, proved my assertion that there are truly evil people out in this world...people who have absolutely no regard for other people. For the second time in a lot years I wanted to reach out and punch another person in the face, and that's not like me.
Let me tell you this, I was cursed when I was born, yes cursed. I was injected with a dose of passive, a shot of laid back...with a chaser of easygoing. You might be thinking how is that a curse? Just let me tell you it is....People constantly mistake it for being weak, and that I don't care. Please know, I am aware when I'm being screwed, and believe me I know life isn't "fair", but there is a difference between "not fair" and just plain "wrong". I will say this though...the passive, easygoing....its running out...more and more I'm finding myself consciously restraining myself, and my emotions like Ive never had to before.
The truck I spoke about previously, although made me waver, didn't knock me down....I've actually been blindsided harder then that.......but that is another entry....
